Super late update for the prom, but I'll put it here anywaaaaay... haha...
* Club Filipino
* 12 FEB 2006
* 6:30 PM
At David's... I was surprised when David's was packed with Kostkans! haha...
Remember how I was really freaking out during that day? I actually turned out sooooo much better when I got there!
I picked up Oscar and Charrie at Burgundy, but where was Caoile? We called him up, but his sister told us he alredy left, "5 pa siya umalis". So we left without him. Both Oscar and Cha told me that I look so different in a gown and make-up, not like the "kid" they see everyday at school. Owwwsssss?! haha...
So when we got there, guess who we saw? Caoile! haha...
I was really happy to see all of my friends looking their best for the prom! They all looked to good in their formal attires, even the ones I couln't imagine! haha...
The program began in few minutes. Our principal gave her opening remarks, then I delivered the batch history. The turn-over ceremony was next, followed by the class prophecies of Zet [4A] and Gabby [4B]. Top 12 of the bart exams huh? haha... After the prophecies, dinner time! Then dancing! I had sooooo much fun dancing, especially with my friends. Too bad I wasn't able to dance with [his name here]... I felt so bad about it, but I'm okay already... And I ended up being such a jerk to my date, I'd rather not give details... Just that I made almost all the decisions and when he asked to dance I refused because I was tired... I was a jerk wasn't I? haha... First dance was with Marlex last dance was with Jay.
The awards!
* Prom King - Tyron Enriquez
* Prom Queen - Geline Ong
* Prom Prince - Mark [don't know last name, sorry]
* Prom Princess - Aika Shiomoto
* Prince Charming - [don't know name either, sorry again]
* Cinderella - Margarita Guerra
* Couple of the Night - Pio Sevilla and Patricia Velasco
* Early Birds - Kenneth Agustin and [arggh I don't know her name, sorry again]
When the dancing was over, we sang the Kostka Hymn and the Old lang Syne and it was over. Me, Aya, and her sister were the last ones to leave Club Filipino. We were there even when all the light were out! Scary... haha...
The prom was a great experience for all of us, too bad it comes only once in a lifetime. It's really funny remembering how shocked we were when Tyron was the Prom King, how loudly we laughed when Margarita was Cinderella, and how it even continues now in school! haha... I loved our JS Prom, it's definitely a night I'll remember for the rest of my life!

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BELATED HAPPY VALENTINE'S!
- Mood:
chipper
Can I get out of this?
Whaaaaah...
Still tense about the prom later?
Have to go over the batch history...
Buh bye...
Wish me luck!
Whaaaaah...
Still tense about the prom later?
Have to go over the batch history...
Buh bye...
Wish me luck!
- Mood:
anxious
I DON'T WANT A PROM ANYMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!!
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
I think I'm gonna crack up!!!
Why?
I can't explain at all! So so so so so anxious...
Maybe the pressure...
Maybe the other reason that I DO NOT want to talk about...
Maybe perhaps the batch history?
MAYBE ALL OF IT?!
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
It's really something I can't explain...
I know it's all in my head, but there's just something inside me that keeps going "something's gonna go wrong, i feel it" over and over...
What if I make a total fool of myself tomorrow?
Good thing me, Cha, Oscar, and Caoile are going there together... Picking them up in Burgundy at 5...
Will I go to the after party?
Panicking NOW!!!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!!!
This will be a BIG relief once it's over!
Pray for me pleeeeeeeeease?
And... Whoever you are... I wanted you to be my prom date... And I still do...
- Mood:
anxious
The prom's just a few days away...
Excited? Dunno... It would be really nice seeing everyone in formalattire acting like ladies and gentlemen, but... I don't know... I don't feel the excitement at all... Probably because... Nevermind... Again with the dates issue...
So anyway... I won't feel totally alone because Cha, Oscar, and Caoile are comming along with me in my car. We'll get there together. Picking them up in Burgundy at around 5:30...
We practiced for the prom proceedings a while ago... I do hope I get the delivery of the batch history right...
My days of panic are starting... AGAIN.
Whaaah pray for me, okay? heehee...
- Mood:
worried
HELP! I need someone to save me from this nightmare! AYOKO NAAAAA!!! O badtrip na ako, magtatagalog na ako... Badtrip talaga tong araw na to... Sabi na kapalit ng lahat ng masayang nangyayari sa akin isang buong araw ng KARMA... Kaasar... Sarap talaga manapak na tao... O ito na nangyari...
Una yung ID ko...
Kala ko naiwan ko sa bahay pero yun pala nakaipit lang dun sa mga papel sa paper bag ko... Kaso nung nakarent na ako ng ID dun ko lang nahanap... Sayang 20 pesos ko... Ay nako...
Sunod phone ko...
Kala ko nawala sa school kaso kung nahulog yun eh di sana narinig ko kaya tumawag ako sa bahay pagkatapos ng assembly... Pagkatawag ko sabi ng mom ko nakita niya sa may hagdanan ng bahay namin kaya medyo
narelieve ako dun... Tapos pagbalik ko sa classroom nagsimula na yung long test sa physics kaya nagmadali nanaman ako... Sayang oras ko...
Tapos nung Math...
May mali akong nasabi nasabihan ko ng masama si David nung nag offer siya maging partner ko... Sorry David...
Tapos nung Guidance...
Yung mga letters namin para sa teachers namin sa 14 di pa tapos kaya pinag pasa-pasahan na kanina... Tapos yun pala LAHAT ng teachers gagawan pero advisers lang yung sinabi sa amin dati... Badtrip... Nadoble tuloy ginawa namin...
Isa pa nung Guidance din...
Yung mga lecheng pictures para dun sa illustration board ng caricatures ng 4B... Pinagdikit ba naman pictures namin ni Ken... Nakiusap ako ng maayos na ayusin kaso aong sinabi nila?!
"It's permanent!"
"Di na pwedeng galawin yan!"
Asar talaga! Nakikiusap na nga ng maayos di pa pagbigyan... Nagalit pa ako sa mga taong akala ko "kaibigan" ko... Tapos di ko naman inaano bigla na lang ganyan sila sa akin... Asar kayo... Wag niyo akong lapitan... Tatandaan niyo yan... Asar kayo sa buhay ko... OO KAYO! Lalo kang nunal ka... Tirisin ko yang nunal mo eh...
Tapos yung mga memories ng pagkanta ko nung fair bumalik nanaman...
I hated it... Oo alam ko na na pangit yung performance ko... Sobrang kinabahan kaya ako kaya di ako nakakilos na maayos... Lam mo yung feeling na ganun? Parang frozen... Naramdaman mo na siguro yun diba? Ang hirap... Sila kaya sa pwesto ko... Tapos I was asking a certain someone about it... It went like this...
"Do you think my performance was really bad?"
"Well, _____ and his/her friends were laughing... And it sounded like the laugh na masama yung dating."
"I didn't ask them... Opinion mo tinatanong ko."
"Masasabi ko lang you were not good. Yun lang."
HELLO?! Ang sakit kaya nun! Parang sinabi niya na pangit rin eh, nirephrase lang! Di niya alam pero kaya ako nagwalk-out dahil rin sa kanya... SALAMAT AH! And to think I believed I had talent... Poor me...
Pero salamat rin Margarita kung binabasa mo to... You really made me feel a lot better. Sorry kung bigla akong umalis... Sana talaga kasama ka namin... Nakosencya tuloy ako... Siya lang nakinig sa dilemma ko
kanina eh... Tenkchu Margie!
Sencya na talaga...
Bad mood talaga ako ngayon... Sorry sa mga matatamaan jan...
Bahala kayo sa buhay niyo...
La na akong paki...
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angry
Close fight, but I forgot the score. hehe... We led by 5 points. It was fun watching the game, and definitely one of the more memorable days for me - both in a good and bad way... I 'm not really in the mood to type right now, but CONGRATULATIONS AGAIN TO OUR BASKETBALL TEAM!!!
- Mood:
chipper
To be honest, I still feel a little bad about what happened to me when I took the UPCAT... Sure there's still other schools, but this is The University of the Philippines! I really wanted to get in, but looks like it's impossible... Lalo na nung nalaman ko all my other friends said it was okay angd they answered almost all or some even finished some tests... Naisip ko tuloy 'ang bobo ko talaga' kasi 18/60 lang nasagutan ko sa Math, 28/60 sa Science, yung Language Proficiency may di ako nasagutang 8 tapos 30 naman sa Reading Comprehension... How much more in the other schools like Ateneo and La Salle where the entrance tests are supposed to be harder? Am I flunking the tests there too?
I'M NOT PASSING THE UPCAT... I JUST KNOW IT... I SHOULD HAVE NEVER HOPED FOR EVEN A SLIM CHANCE OF PASSING...
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Long time since last update hasn't it? hehe... Well I've been caught up in research and studying for the entrance test in UP lately that I don't have time to update. Anyway, just so you know, I hate the past few weeks... There's actually KARMA PART II AND III but just to sum it up I've lost a lot of stuff, and most of all... BUKING NA TALAGA AKO... my classmates know, the faculty knows, but I don't care because there's nothing I can do anyway... Bahala na...
Well anyway as I was saying... I HAVE NO HOPE WHATSOEVER TO GET INTO MY FIRST PRIORITY SCHOOL... I just know it... It's not yet official, but I KNOW I'm not getting into UP... It just disappoints me to know that I've been studying for this exam since summer and what comes out in the test? Only about 6-10 items of the stuff I studied... I ended up leaving 8 unanswered questions in language proficiency and 30 in reading comprehension AND what else? I ended up answering only 28 items in Science and I think 18 in Math... DON'T GET ME WRONG. It's not the UPCAT I didn't like. I just hated the idea that the stuff I've been studying and mastering all this time didn't come out like I thought they would... The test was challenging and really proves that only the best get inside UP. Anyway... There's still other schools I'm applying for... Hope I can pass in any big school...
Well anyway as I was saying... I HAVE NO HOPE WHATSOEVER TO GET INTO MY FIRST PRIORITY SCHOOL... I just know it... It's not yet official, but I KNOW I'm not getting into UP... It just disappoints me to know that I've been studying for this exam since summer and what comes out in the test? Only about 6-10 items of the stuff I studied... I ended up leaving 8 unanswered questions in language proficiency and 30 in reading comprehension AND what else? I ended up answering only 28 items in Science and I think 18 in Math... DON'T GET ME WRONG. It's not the UPCAT I didn't like. I just hated the idea that the stuff I've been studying and mastering all this time didn't come out like I thought they would... The test was challenging and really proves that only the best get inside UP. Anyway... There's still other schools I'm applying for... Hope I can pass in any big school...
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Not that I hate this day, but I'm under really bad KARMA...
First of all I found out that we had homework in Health this morning, but I didn't do it becuase I didn't know it was due today. So there I was rushing again trying to finish the homework... I borrowed a pencil amd someone borrowed my Red pen. To cut it short, I lost the pencil and my pen got lost too... After that, I noticed that the envelope I usually put my class record and test papers in wasn't in my bag. I figured it was in the library becuase it was the last place I went to before I went home. I asked permission to Sir Sanchez if it was okay to get my stuff in the library. He said okay so I went. The first person I saw in the library really put a smile on my face, I saw *hahahahaha*!!! Basta! hehe... I asked if he saw Ms. Cimafranca was around. He said she might be downstairs. When I saw her, she said my things were on her desk. I got my things, and when I was about to leave *hahahahaha* said "Okay na miss?" KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG!!! hehe... Yeah malabo yung reason, pero kinikilig na ako niyang hehe... Well back to reality for me when I got back to the classroom though, we had a long test, and I don't think I did so well... I didn't study because I was soooooo exhausted from the 15-minute run and the flexed arm hang yesterday that I slept the minute I got home. So anyway, I hated myself for not studying... During lunch, I couldn't explain what happened, but suddenly some of the guys were in the table my barkada usually eats in. There was no space in the table because of all the guys seated there, so our barkada wasn't together during lunch... I was sad because I wasn't used to not having lunch with them... Well anyway, I'll skip right to Health. When we were about to go down for our pictures, Sir Sanchez told one of my classmates to bring something to the faculty. Well, I volunteered to got, but instead got an anexpected reply... Our conversation went something like this:
"Sir ako na lang po."
"Wag na, si Gian na lang. Tsaka wala naman siya dun, Alam ko kung sino hinahabol mo!"
"Sir pero sinong nagsabi? Paano mo nalaman?"
"Ako pa! Di ko na kailangan ng magsasabi sa akin, I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN 4B! Wala kayong matatago sa akin!"
My mouth dropped open when I heard that... I thought that wasn't out yet! Is really that obvious?! After Health we had our pictures taken for our ID's. All I can say is HIGH-TECH NA KOSTKA!!! hehehe... We just had the pictures taken, and get them the same day. Our adviser didn't give them out at once though, he needed a night to laugh at our pictures! hehe... I didn't like my picture, I looked like an addict! hehe... After that, my friends and I went to MCDO (usual routine). Again I was shocked because you don't usually find teachers sitting in the waiting area, but *hahahahaha* was there! So at least before I left, I had a quick glimpse of him! hehe... Oh yeah, I won't go into details, but another bunch of unlucky things that happed to me were I forgot my size 2, The zipper of my skirt was jammed closed, so I had a hard time removing my skirt, nagtae yung ballpen ko kaya puno ng ink yung kamay ko, natakot ako sa girsl washroom kasi may ipis na lumilipad sa loob, at di nanaman ako nakatraing sa takewondo... Ay grabe...
Well that's where my day ends. Oh yeah, I've been so busy lately so I don't have time even for going online. This happened yesterday pero super KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG ulit! hehe... Yesterday, Aya and I were supposed to get our recommendation form from Ms. Beazon. We went to the faculty, and guess what? *hahahahaha* was sitting outside the faculty! Me and Aya were singing "A Whole New World" because of the Disney songs of 4A! hehe... Anyway, *hahahahaha* stopped me and asked me if I was a choir member and if I knew if Ms. Caparas was in the Music room. I said I didn't know and he said okay so me and Aya went to see Ms. Beazon. When we got our recommendations and went out of the faculty room, I stopped for a while to fix my things so Aya was ahead of me a bit. When I started walking, *hahahahaha* said "BYE!" to me! KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG!!! hehe... Sinabi ko namang malabo ako diba?! hehe...
BASTA! KARMA TOTALLY SUCKS! hehe...
First of all I found out that we had homework in Health this morning, but I didn't do it becuase I didn't know it was due today. So there I was rushing again trying to finish the homework... I borrowed a pencil amd someone borrowed my Red pen. To cut it short, I lost the pencil and my pen got lost too... After that, I noticed that the envelope I usually put my class record and test papers in wasn't in my bag. I figured it was in the library becuase it was the last place I went to before I went home. I asked permission to Sir Sanchez if it was okay to get my stuff in the library. He said okay so I went. The first person I saw in the library really put a smile on my face, I saw *hahahahaha*!!! Basta! hehe... I asked if he saw Ms. Cimafranca was around. He said she might be downstairs. When I saw her, she said my things were on her desk. I got my things, and when I was about to leave *hahahahaha* said "Okay na miss?" KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG!!! hehe... Yeah malabo yung reason, pero kinikilig na ako niyang hehe... Well back to reality for me when I got back to the classroom though, we had a long test, and I don't think I did so well... I didn't study because I was soooooo exhausted from the 15-minute run and the flexed arm hang yesterday that I slept the minute I got home. So anyway, I hated myself for not studying... During lunch, I couldn't explain what happened, but suddenly some of the guys were in the table my barkada usually eats in. There was no space in the table because of all the guys seated there, so our barkada wasn't together during lunch... I was sad because I wasn't used to not having lunch with them... Well anyway, I'll skip right to Health. When we were about to go down for our pictures, Sir Sanchez told one of my classmates to bring something to the faculty. Well, I volunteered to got, but instead got an anexpected reply... Our conversation went something like this:
"Sir ako na lang po."
"Wag na, si Gian na lang. Tsaka wala naman siya dun, Alam ko kung sino hinahabol mo!"
"Sir pero sinong nagsabi? Paano mo nalaman?"
"Ako pa! Di ko na kailangan ng magsasabi sa akin, I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN 4B! Wala kayong matatago sa akin!"
My mouth dropped open when I heard that... I thought that wasn't out yet! Is really that obvious?! After Health we had our pictures taken for our ID's. All I can say is HIGH-TECH NA KOSTKA!!! hehehe... We just had the pictures taken, and get them the same day. Our adviser didn't give them out at once though, he needed a night to laugh at our pictures! hehe... I didn't like my picture, I looked like an addict! hehe... After that, my friends and I went to MCDO (usual routine). Again I was shocked because you don't usually find teachers sitting in the waiting area, but *hahahahaha* was there! So at least before I left, I had a quick glimpse of him! hehe... Oh yeah, I won't go into details, but another bunch of unlucky things that happed to me were I forgot my size 2, The zipper of my skirt was jammed closed, so I had a hard time removing my skirt, nagtae yung ballpen ko kaya puno ng ink yung kamay ko, natakot ako sa girsl washroom kasi may ipis na lumilipad sa loob, at di nanaman ako nakatraing sa takewondo... Ay grabe...
Well that's where my day ends. Oh yeah, I've been so busy lately so I don't have time even for going online. This happened yesterday pero super KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG ulit! hehe... Yesterday, Aya and I were supposed to get our recommendation form from Ms. Beazon. We went to the faculty, and guess what? *hahahahaha* was sitting outside the faculty! Me and Aya were singing "A Whole New World" because of the Disney songs of 4A! hehe... Anyway, *hahahahaha* stopped me and asked me if I was a choir member and if I knew if Ms. Caparas was in the Music room. I said I didn't know and he said okay so me and Aya went to see Ms. Beazon. When we got our recommendations and went out of the faculty room, I stopped for a while to fix my things so Aya was ahead of me a bit. When I started walking, *hahahahaha* said "BYE!" to me! KILIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG!!! hehe... Sinabi ko namang malabo ako diba?! hehe...
BASTA! KARMA TOTALLY SUCKS! hehe...
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